the Affirmation

(i) realized that i’m only ever gonna be chasing the way (i) feel whenever (i) write something; (i) want it to be the greatest thing (i) ever wrote, which is the case for almost everything (i) creatively produce. i’m always gonna be chasing that until (i) find it, but part of me never wants to. If (i) ever do, then (i) might as well be done. (i) feel like that’s what’s keeping me alive; it’s what (i) live for, and (i) think (i) already wrote it. Now, (i) must focus on finding it, in reflection and throughout this journey with you to find it over time. – February 14th, 2024, at 3:19pm, edited August 23rd, 2024, at 3:53pm, and again on January 8th, 2025, at 6:59pm; April 2nd, 2025, at 11:56pm.